SCANTY LOVER- Breaking Free From Toxicity.

I have loved you like a filigree 

Yet yours is a feeling free

I looked back and wonder why you?

Why did I settle for this?

Nothing about you tickle me anymore 

Because your scanty love does not suffice 

It does not satisfy my expectations 

Not in the slightest way.

I stopped dreaming about you 

This scanty love makes me feel weary

The ecstasy of ebullience has vanished

You cannot blame me for this 

I cannot give what I do not have 

Torture is revisiting memories that trigger 

Hoping for nothing that exists 

I wanted to punish you 

But I am choosing myself 

Dear scanty lover

I know your lover 

But before you make me a loner 

Discovering my strength led to melioration

Dear scanty lover

I have not forgotten yet 

But I have forgiven myself 

The shackles of stupidity is broken .

Everyone deserves love and mine is out there

When I say life will punish you that is pain 

When I say you are a façade that is gain!.